Happy 15th Birthday in heaven, sweet Bella..

I remember last year when you had your birthday, we waited for the clock to strike 12 midnight. I hugged, sang to you and told you I love you lots of times in between kisses..

And then I cried a long time, while holding you close in my heart..because realization suddenly set in..you’re 14 years old, how many years would the good Lord give us together?

You were with me two weeks after I arrived here..with me everytime we transfer places, with losing jobs and starting again..you were my anchor when mama, aunt Linda and aunt Herly passed..you comforted me when Gab, Lucio, Scarlet, Raj and Putrih crossed the rainbow bridge..you took away my stress and I always look forward to going home knowing you’re waiting for me..

I’m not perfect and you deserve more..

If there’s any consolation with your gaining your angel wings was God gave me the ultimate gift of holding you and preparing us..I had the blessing of holding you while looking at the beautiful sunset and telling you how beautiful the world is and your presence made it more beautiful..I was able to thank you, say sorry, come back to me again and don’t be afraid to cross the bridge while I held you close to my heart because I’ll always be with you..

You will always be my baby Bella and you will always have a big piece of my heart..

I will be waiting for you and your fur siblings..as you promised me you will just get your wings and come back and choose me again..and I will know its you because you will give me a sign..

And I, baby Bella, will choose you again and again..in our succeeding lifetimes..